At about six o’clock in the evening on the twelfth day of this month, I had charges brought against me by the shogunate. I was detained as a criminal by Lord Hōjō Nobutoki, Governor of Musashi Province, and left Kamakura about two o’clock in the morning on the thirteenth day to be exiled to Sado Island. For a while however, I will be in the custody of a man called Umatarō, deputy of Homma Shigetsura living in Echi, and it seems that I will be held here for another four or five days.
I understand that you lament for me, but since I expected this to happen from the beginning, I do not lament for myself. In fact, I regret that I have not yet been beheaded. If I had been beheaded for the Lotus Sūtra in the past, I would not have been born as such a lowly man. As stated in the “Encouragement for Upholding This Sūtra” chapter of the Lotus Sūtra, “(Practicers of the Lotus Sūtra) will often be driven out of monasteries,” I have received punishment from time to time for the sake of the Lotus Sūtra, eliminating serious transgressions committed in my previous lives. As this is the only way for me to attain Buddhahood, I am willing to undergo ascetic practices.
Toki-dono Gohenji, Reply to Lord Toki, Writings of Nichiren Shōnin, Biography and Desciples, Volume 5, Page 10-11